its different then I imagined.
better different.
sometimes I still look at Avery with shock that she's actually mine.
we spend a lot of time together.
we spend all our time together.
we laugh at each other.
she's my bud.
i'm surprised by how much she looks like me.
I smile when I think about a little me running around.
then I get scared when I think of a little me running around.
no one can ever explain what it feels like to be a mom.
I love the big smile she gives me when I get her out of her crib.
she smiles a lot.
I spend a lot of time finding new ways to entertain her.
she likes funny faces and sounds.
I look ridiculous most of the time.
she loves to hold my finger.
I love it too.
she likes to watch me get ready in the morning.
sometimes I pretend to put blush on her.
she smiles every time.
I love spending my days with her.
I love being her mom.
